Is this how you see us here?

This article was written on October 25, 2011 🍀

Currently, I am a homeroom mother for my daughter's kindergarten. I usually do my work in the parents' room on the second floor.

The parents' room has a big window with curtains. When you open the curtains, you can see the play ground right below.

The other day, looking out the window alone, I saw my daughter running outside to play.

I peered through a crack in the curtain and watched her play for a while.

She was chatting with friends, dancing excitedly, and smiling happily.

I found myself smiling also while watching my daughter play.

And, that was when I realized.

Perhaps, K watches us just like this from high up in the sky.

He can see us clearly, however, we do not notice that.

A person who is ahead of me in the grief journey once told me,

"What I can tell you now is something anyone can understand. Our children's spirits exist somewhere like on the other side of a curtain which is crack opened. That place is in another dimension and beyond our 5 senses. I feel and sense that naturally."

I think, now, I understand what she told me.

K, are you watching me right now with a big smile?

I wish I had an ability to feel you more and more.

Whatever I do I think of you and find connection with you.....